tagalog na nga lng..
mas madali eh...
muka atang nag iipon tau ah..
ng marameng bagay...
cguro nga...
nangyayare yung cnasabe mo [or nyo]..
na di ko lang napapansin..
grabe ...nkakaiyak...
naiiyak ako..
na-appreciate ko talaga yung sinabe mo..kahit hindi maxadong direct...
alam ko marami akong di magandang ginagawa di lang sayo..
sa maraming tao...
kaso..
di ko rin alam
kung pano..
o saan
ako lulugar..
nawawala ako...
sa loob mg sarili kong kaartehan [maarte ako aaminin ko]
mga kinaiinisang bagay..
sa isang nakaraan na pilit kinakalimutan..[alam mo kung anong bahagi yon]
sa mga bagay na kinaiinggitan..
sa mga bagay na hindi ko maintindihan...
sa mga tao na hindi ko alam kung dapat ko silang pagkatiwalaan...
sa pagiging sabik ko sa mga bagay na bago para saken..
sa mga insecurities ko.....
sa mga kinatatakutan ko......
sa mga akala ko alam kong tama..
sa mga bagay na di na dapt iniisip..pero iniisep ko paren
sa mga probelma ko..[at ng ibang tao][na alam ko na di dapat ako nakikialam]
sa marami pang bagay..
LALO n sa mga bagay na di ko sinasadyang gawin
ngayon umiiyak n talaga ako..
sa totoo lang..
nahihirapan ako..sa mga nangyayare saken..
na hindi ko alam kung pano harapin..
at pano ayusin..
at pilit ko silang tinatakbuhan.
kahit alam ko na wala akong mapapala doon...
hindi ko alamkung sino ng dapat kong pagkatiwalaan..
kausapen..
iyakan..
etc.
kaya naman..naga2wa ko yung mga bagay na yon na kung saan na-offend ka/yo
siguro nga...naga2ya ko ung iba...
di ko lang pansin...
sa totoo lang..
hiyang-hiya ako sa inyo
matagal na..
gusto kong lumayo..
para matigil na to....
pero di pwde yun eh...
AKO NGA DAPAT ANG NAG SO-SORRY EH.....
ikaw pa nauna..
aaminin ko...dati..
sayo lang kampante ang loob ko..
kapal lang talga ng muka ko e no.......
alam kong KAHIT KELAN di ako magiging ikaw.....
alam ko yon....
gusto ko lang
mag improve
pero di ko alam
kung pano......
i know i'm stupid..
hindi ko ginagamit utak ko.
siguro nga di mo kelangan ng sorry ko...
pero alam ko..
na dapt lang yon.......
at marami akong dapat pang matutunan...
kahit pano..
ngayon alam ko na...
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di ko na alam kung ano pa dapat kong sabihen........